I mess everything up

(via happyendingsdrama)

I want to cry every time something upsets me…

which is like every second of every day.

but I feel the need to conserve my tears 

and keep everything inside of me bottled up so that one day

I will explode

like literally explode 

maybe then I’ll stop thinking about you

I just want to cry and let it all wash away in my tears

can’t post this on twitter
Too many posts this hour lololl
I’m so sad and angry right now

my heart is racing right now.
It’s 3 am and I have to take the sats in less than five hours and I can’t sleep
Everything is stressing me out
APs
SATs
ACTs
All ruining plans I made
Ugh
Stressed beyond belief
Stupid golf
And physics
And everything
Oh and church shit on top of that ugh
My mind wanders so often now because of you so thanks for that
I can’t focus trying to find a solution
I honestly can’t do this anymore

Super excited one second an bawling my eyes out the next… bad bad happenings :( :( :(

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everything i see or hear or learn… i seriously hate

hate hate hate

Mrs. Johnson is so fucking racist. I seriously can’t Stand her anymore. I was at fucking guidance oh my god. why do you assume I take orchestra and art?? I do neither. seriously bothering me cause she’s so incompetent and arrogant. Fuck you bitch I ran the fastest around the school. bet you can’t do that

• everyone: are you okay
• everyone: you look tired
• everyone: you look upset
• everyone: you look confused
• everyone: are you mad at me
• everyone: what are you mad at
• me: IT'S MY FAAAAAAAAACE

hi my name is suvin. This is my normal face… sorry if it offends you (Taken with instagram)

If only I could do physics as well as the grudge look :\

strongly disliking Ridge people atm…. seriously…

you know those crazy people who were in charge of school shootings and bombings…? 

i kinda see where they were coming from… 

i kinda feel like that but like …. im too stupid to organize anything. i would probably call teh police station and ask if i could borrow guns or something

joyjihaeyi:

Think about it.

hehehehehehohohohohoh olivia. 

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